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Sara Douglass is an amazing writer. Not one of her books i have read has been dull, boring, poorly written. Each one a work of art. Art i guess that's why im writing this cause her work is art and appropriate for this site. I'm reading Darkwitch Rising. It's the third book of The Troy Game Trilogy. I love how one minute you can hate the main character for what he does but love him the next for something else he does. And you get to know each character so well and if something happens to them, you feel sorry, or angry or happy. Ahhhhh it would be a dream to meet Sara Douglass and just talk to her about her books. The conversations and debate

ok for the past few weeks i've been having chest pains on and off and got scared so i went to the doctor. thank heavens its nothing serious but it was really weird when he was checking me over. he was old and it was just a bit creepy when my shirt was up and fingers were prodding lol. but i dont know what i would have done had i been something worse lol probably broken down crying, jumping off a bridge lol i dont know. no i just have to worry about other impossible things happening lol. gotta love my paranoia. actually no its really bad.

i had the scariest dream last night. it was so scary to me that i couldnt get back to sleep and every time i closed my eyes i saw it and nearlly wanted to cry. damn i hope it never happens